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oh ,

it spins me in such a spirial!

image comes across my-

vision.

watch as :

the kissing goes away

with time and distance.

critical of mostly,myself.

for the right reasons.

im alive even though i am not making any noise

dead is the last thing on my mind it was the digging we enjoy.

he was something i could spoil,

 i won't wake you:

up from sleeping or take you:

  away from your work -    and

keep focus" sorry to be calling now.."

with my silence ,

and my ways,

and my longing sad nature,

and doe eyes, and quiet mouth. oh!- hear that go off,watch the fire oddly start and then just....stop. as if i was in charge of nature,naturally,no.

tricking you is the last thing i will ever do.

don't let me ever fool you

with the shape of my eyes,look past the lines

i've never lied,never lied to you ,

to you.

the worst is here

the worst is here

the worst is almost over

its all significant

im so much better with basic shapes

and lines

alone-i am all alone

i am saving my heart for one man from now on.

one.