When i feared you i never made fire I needed no sign of life For me to be safe enough to sleep  For my heart to find its way to beat and n...

Even if we love memory. Even if we use it as a way to devotion. Even when it’s not. Even when we dragged it around like a block of light jus...

From the archives. 2011. went to a clinic down in florida went to a doctor who examined me naked stood outside the hospital doors just stand...

From the archives. 2007. I was reminding myself to stop looking at my watch my hair was halfway up,quite dark I kept spelling out the sen-ta...

 As long as it takes for my heart to find it's song

*From the archives* Sat on the rooftop new york new york how i loved you from the start the east was welcoming me so long to the south so lo...

and i get real accountable when i'm alone

I remember my affliction and my wandering, the bitterness and the gall. I well remember them, and my soul is downcast within me. Yet thi...

the gospel, it stains us... with blood you can't scrub off. and trust me the devil himself has taken a cloth ...

jan 25. the lunar new moon makes everyone feel manic/it's not just u the bzzzzing you can't drown out is omnipresent. Remember w...

I saiah 61:3 / A crown of  b eauty for ashes,  the oil of joy  for mourning ,  T he garment of p...

My shame is aged,moldy,heavy and it smells like an emergency  the library flooded in 2003 the books have turned gangrene Sadness ...

sometimes a man gets so sad he can hardly feel it  anymore. there were the years you waited for love- aching  and now you...

I taught  my heart to do more  than miss him Trained it to beat  a less desperate rhythm Now my heart has gone rogue, it ...

"i never loved you, fully- in the way i could.."

beauty for ashes praise for heaviness joy for mourning

your words declare you love me. the tone is: abandoned carnival one last clown. standing  in the smoke- alone. holding a bottle of j...

If the stars were made to worship so will I If the mountains bow in reverence so will I If the oceans roar Your greatness so will I For i...