feeling more,saying less.

I had nothing to speak of that morning
your gut feeling will sometimes take a break on you

and sometimes you just have no guts at all

you want to be affectionate

maybe because it's easier to hug someone
instead of saying out loud how glad you are they are alive 
at the same time as you & in the same room with you & the same city.the
s a m e city. 
that morning i just drifted around you: 
lights steady, light & steady.
 silently towards the doom I've invented
 already blank: silent its your turn.