your violence is no longer intimidating to those who are dead.

As if we have bundled up
the universes
idiosyncrasies vulnerabilities long pauses and the desire to
predict: a destination
an end

the act is quite similar to the (concept) of self sabotage
seeing your future
knowing you will sink
in 14 seconds
so with dignity
you drown yourself
before nature
does the honors.


In these moments im most unsure
of what it means to be
100 percent
pure
of
grit
grime
negative wave lengths


the day I fell out of line
was the day i realized
how much respect i have
for hummingbirds
like delicate bones
planted amongst pumpkin seeds

oh heavenly blank state!
tenacious void
be filled with thy
desire for
rage.
or

any emotion really
a-z


sometimes we ruin everything
out of the selfish urge/
desire
to feel.

i come to these conclusions
i write them down on stones
in the middle of feilds
10,000 feet above space

on your cheeks
and on my brain


i handle these limitations
with a lack of breathing

shalom shalom shalom
yes,i understood you quite well.


we are blank slates
planetd within the sea
desolate
without sails.


no wind to guide
each historic moment
that would prove
all your ways

mad


mad

mad!


if a man has the ability to see
why do his ways scream
blind?