wall

everything you say
breaks my heart.

every touch you hold back-
breaks my bones.
i am
on a wall of:
nothingness
my repetitive nature
along with
those terrible
silent storms
inside me
killed you that day

i am
playing the same things:
loss
silence
he has gone
seasons no longer change

as they pass 
singing:
wrap yourself up
inside my stormy soul,once more
watch as the sea becomes:
stil and beautiful
as it was the first time
we fell in love in that terrible storm.