On Leaving : Please don't hang your photo of the universe over my four poster bed.

I woke up with pillars exploding from my shins
my insides were screaming,my spine was broken
it was bleeding,my fingernails were numb,my heart
was freezing.
dont tell me of this decade, I am far too fragile for it.

I have gone crazy.
I have grown ill.
there are multiple maps surronding my body
and i am painting dots over them
I even painted a few x's

I am leaving the country, I am leaving for a small city in asia,and to tell you the truth I'm not sure I will be back.

I woke up this morning with sea creature hair
does this not explain everything?!
I have gone crazy
there are multiple maps surronding my body
and i am painting dots over them
I even painted a few x's


I am leaving the country, I am leaving for a small city in asia,and to tell you the truth I'm not sure I will be back.

he could never love me anyways,far too much mystery
its not my fault,blame the universe and my ability to disapeer so quickly



I woke up this morning with sea creature hair
does this not explain everything?!