I have become too complicated for my own two
for my own good
or lack there of.
my bones refuse to hold
one more element of
if and but
I wish I could write myself into a book
read my character
and decide her fate
in the span of
when I was 4 my dad told me I was the most beautiful girl in the world
I believed him for 10 years
one day I discovered super models and realized it wasn't true.
perhaps that is why I never believe anything.
unless its drenched in perfume
with baby birds floating around it
& mozart is providing the background music.
* This should not be taken literally....today.