small thoughts

the phone was ringing
during the moment you have your hands dirty
and its nearly immposible to pick up

i kept yelling

someone answer this:

call
feeling
emotion
question mark.


when you remind yourself
that you have jumped ship
and left everyone behind

you start to bleed
and so i wipe the sweat from my face
I ask god why he brought me here
alone in this dark place


i miss the things that made me.