shed some light,please.

I hear it
beyond everything else.
the noise is screaming at me.
and they are screaming
she is.
the most beautiful girl in the room
he is
that charming man at the bar
there was
the most hypnotic pulse
of a beat,of those drums.

and they move and we beg
to be free.
and we cry and we weep
free
free free.

I dont get it.....

satisfaction from a temporary moment
of acceptance.
a cheap thrill
then what?
step over all that filth
wipe off that paint
from your face.
because that was the point....right....
to hide
to be hidden
in the first place

when I rise and when I sleep.
you are all I seek


your presence is beautiful
thank you lord for loving me.
I don't deserve it.